Great, Just Great.

She says i always turn things around. I was argueing with her again and somehow i brought up my report card and how it was the best grades i've gotten in years, and that i was disapointed that she didn't even say she was proud of me. She never says that or that she loves me. It's almost like those words aren't even in her vocabulary. I hate this s**t. Then she said that ofcourse i ment what i said. And i did mean it but i didn't mean to say it right then. And ofcourse she showed how hurt she was. And she said something about having a daughter. I know it sounds all about me. And that's the way she always makes seem. That i never think about others. And she always brings that up. She doesn't see me enough to know me anymore. I'm always working at night so when she gets home i need to go. I work on Sat.s at my other job. and then I'm asleep most of the time and then she's asleep early. I hate how she automatically assumes that i'm not careing or sensitive, or anything good. She doesn't see me with my friends. She doesn't know how i'm always there if someone needs to talk. I hate this.

Now she saw me on the Computer when i'm supposed to be cleaning. Funk!!!!!

I HATE THIS! i can't wait till i ca get away.

I Don't Get It...

RAWR!!!!!!!

I don't get what pressure my mom has. I'm the one that has to clean her entire room so her mother can go in and clean the litter box, I have to take a 10 hr flight across an ocean at the end of the week by myself, I need to return books to the library, go to therapy, get catfood, call a school so that i can get reregistered. And i have to deal with my dad for 17 days which lets face it, it's not the easiest thing for me to do. (we don't get along. at all.) Oh and i need to leave my cat alone for 17days, and thats the longest he's been without me. So i'm worried about that. And my stomach aches are coming back. So i have to deal with that pain and when i'm stressed like right now i get head aches. So RAWR!!!!

My mom is on vacation all week. So all that she needs to do is worry about bringing me where i need to go and making sure i'm ready for the trip. Also then she needs to worry about feeding the cat, which she's done before, and coming in my room to clean out the litter box. Now i know that's not the easiest thing in the world, but please suck it up. That's why i'm cleaning out my entire room. To Make it EASIER for You!!!!! (well for her) (sorry im getting out frustration)

I'm sure shes worring about me flying, but i've done it before, Lots of times before and there's no reason to be nervous. I wont be nervous till the last second. Honestly i dont think i'm going to be nervous at all.

Ouch. My stomach hurts. Thanks for letting me vent.

-Me

Rawr...

Okay how come when your a teenager your never ready to go to sleep when your parents want you to? Seriously i can't fall asleep when my mom does.

Oh and we don't wake up as early either.

You think i just answered my own question?

Oh and if you havent read or commented my story (the romantic one) please do. I'd like to hear feed back.

Thanks a bunch

-Me

Michael Jackson's Death

Okay well... I was reading on Popeater.com that the Reverend Jesse Jackson says that the family thinks Michael's doctor knows more than he's telling about his death. Also there is going to be a second examination. Police are also going to talk to him. While the doctor was there when Michael health "took a turn for the worse".

I was never a fan of the person. But i liked his music.

And i think it was his fathers fault he turned out the way he did.

FINALS!!

FINALS ARE DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Where are the Baby Seagulls?

Have you ever seem baby seagulls? Seriously. Where are they?

I never even thought about seagulls being born they were just there. You know the birds you see flying around a McDonald's or sometimes at the beach.

Well i saw them on sunday. They are the cutest thing ever. But their placement was strange. Downtown demolished a building so the lot was vacant with weeds growing with big leaves and random sprouts of grass. And there they all were. Adults were just laying there. And all different size babies were walking around. Playing with some garbage they found. The littlest ones i saw were 3 siblings all sleeping under a large leaf of a weed. One couldn't find a spot so it kept waking up and walking around to another side. Finally it went to sleep on one of the other babies.

This same one tried to itch its ear with it's foot and he slid down. He must have done this 3 times. Another one was bigger and was trying to fly to follow its siblings and mother (what i assumed was its mother) It hopped up and down and flapped it's wings. well the outline of wings. All of them were just puff balls. The older ones only had less 'puff.'

Sorry Would Have Provided PICTURES but i couldnt get them on the page. TEARS!!!

In School...

So I'm in school at the moment waiting for the bus to get here. Nothing to do so I figured I would write. Finals have been a pain and work is normal. One of my teachers won't give me a break, but what else is new?
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
And guess what... I"M GOING TO GREECE!!!
I have some family and friends there. and I can't wait to go. Although I can't bring Tigger. tears...
But i'll talk to him over the phone when I call home.
ttyl